Very recently I held the belief that a blog post should have a beginning, middle and end. I've had to rethink it. I have many beginnings, and oddly a few middles and a couple of ends. 1 1/2 years of experiences in wonderland and nothing posted. I've not lived up to the advice I so easily bestow upon the heterosexual life partner, "write.. keep writing.. just write".
I think I feared at some point the eyes that may find their way back, or the "attention" I may seek from writing thoughts, actions and ideas. None of that is my concern, now or ever. I want so desperately to write what I've seen and what I've thought. Half thoughts and confusing rants.. whatever it is, just write.

Here it goes...