My Boys..... how I loath and love you.

You let me violate you...
you let me desecrate you.
You let me penetrate you...
you let me complicate you.
Help me I broke apart my insides,
help me I’ve got no soul to sell
Help me the only thing that works for me,
help me get away from myself

I want to fuck you like an animal
I want to feel you from the inside
I want to fuck you like an animal
My whole existence is flawed
You get me closer to god

You can have my isolation,
you can have the hate that it brings
You can have my absence of faith,
you can have my everything

Help me tear down my reason,
help me its' your sex I can smell
Help me you make me perfect,
help me become somebody else

I want to fuck you like an animal
I want to feel you from the inside
I want to fuck you like an animal
My whole existence is flawed
You get me closer to god

Closer
NIN